Small talk of two O two six

 Date: 3rd January 2026

Location: Rumahku Syurgaku

Time: 11.18 pm

Assalamualaikum.. Selamat Tahun Baru 2026!

This is my first post in this year. New year new resolution. Just now, drove back from dinner at Kedai Oren, suddenly my sister asked "What is your resolution for this year?" I kept quiet and think, then I answered her "No resolution"

"Takkan takde azam 2026, can be anything, you nak lose weight ke, pass your ACCA exam ke or maybe carry forward your azam from last year" this is her response. Eh susahlah nak menaip penceritaan, senang aku buat dalam bentuk dialog ya. 

Me: Azam ni macam kita set a target. Bila set target tu nak kena usaha untuk achieve. So tiap tahun tak achieve, tu yang malas nak ada azam tu. Nak pass exam, kan dah ambil in last year, sekarang tunggu result je. So kalau akak cakap nak pass exam acca, macam mendoakan fail je paper hari tu

Sister: Taklah. Maybe akak azam nak jadi member ACCA in this year ke. Ataupun set target turun berat by 5kg ke, ini kena realistik, jangan kata nak turun by 10kg tu memang impossible and susah nak achieve.

Me: Ok lah, azam akak nak be healthy this year, turunkan kolesterol nak sihat.

Sister: Ha ok lah macam tu. Semoga akak sihat and dapat turun kolesterol ya!

This conversation were lasted within 10minutes bcoz we already reached home after that.

Siang tadi kita orang lunch at Kays, sampai awal kat situ and sementara tunggu restoran buka, we had a casual talk about childhood memories. Sometimes aku ni suka je random talk, but it happen that things that I said has a point/ not meaningless.

Contohnya:

Me: Dulu masa akak sambung masuk Form 6, mama tak setuju sebab dia suruh kerja je while tunggu offer from any university. Tapi akak degil, but end up akak tak boleh carry Form 6 and decided to quit. Mama memang bisinglah sebab membazir. *Padahal aku masuk Form 6 100% duit sendiri hasil kerja lepas SPM*

Sister: Kenapa akak masuk Form 6 dulu?

Me: Ikut kawan. 

Sister: Dah tu kenapa berhenti lepas tu?

Me: Sebab kawan akak berhenti and masuk kolej. And masa tu budak melayu tinggal berapa kerat je, yang lain tinggal semua chinese and ada few Indians. Motivation akak drop. Yalah akak ambil aliran sains fizik, otak memang tak boleh go dgn subject calculations dia.

Sister: Akak tak sempat habiskan Form 6 lah kan? Tak sempat rasa final exam kan? Berapa bulan akak kat situ?

Me: Kejap je. Akak masuk bln 5 then bulan 8 quit. Exam tak sempat tapi sempatlah rasa tests. Akak kalau teori still boleh accept. Tapi yang akak tak boleh go tu bila time lab, kan ada chemist lab, physics lab. Kena buat experiment dengan lab partner, or dalam group. Kan kita kena hands on. So time tu membuatkan akak berfikir- ni baru lab experiment je macam latihan, cuba nanti dah kerja karang ini lah yang aku kena hadap tiap hari ishhh tak sanggup. tak boleh lah. Tu yang akak decide untuk berhenti.

Sister: Oh time tu lah akak dah fikir ke depan and decide untuk pull out awal2 sebab akak foresee memang tak boleh. Sebab tak kena jiwa akak. then who knows bila akak quit form 6, and dapat offer Uitm course akaun which is actually tulah diri akak yang sebenar walaupun mula2 akak tak nak course tu. Realitinya this accounting suits you sampailah akak sambung belajar ambil professional paper.

Sebenarnya point aku kat sini is, adik aku amaze dengan aku bila aku bijak buat life decision at age 18 hahahah. Tu je maksud aku not meaningless haha

Blur dah nak merepek apa lagi. Tu je lah update for today. Bye!